still here

went to boston — glad that i did. wedding was beautiful and i got to see husband’s grandma, who is not doing well. i’m really, really glad i sucked it up and went. everyone was very helpful with our kids and i was able to sneak off and take naps. but i’m still worn out.

some quotes:

“if a cop is riding by himself, can he pull us over in the car pool lane?” as we are whizzing through hartford, ct.

while driving through massachusetts:
“oh, look! here’s the connecticut map!!”
“that would have been helpful half an hour ago. when we were lost in connecticut!!!!”

in other news, i’m still really sick. fun. i’m debating whether i need to stop waiting for my test results and go back in to the doctors tomorrow, since something is obviously wrong here. i’m really strugging because i can’t do anything for myself. i can barely get up once i’m lying down. being vertical is painful. my husband is doing everything and i can’t handle my kids because their voices make my aching head want to explode. i hate being helpless. i’m really having a hard time with this. right now i’m trying to find childcare for tomorrow, since husband really has to go to work for at least half a day. keep praying.